trembling before g-d

ugh, I hate this title
it sounds like some stupid movie
oh yeah, it is a stupid movie

I'm a ball of nerves
a pendulum swinging between
manic and distracted

Good things:
I can cook for people
I LOVE cooking for people
till now it's just been for Jen,
and since I got all shomer 'this and that'
she hasn't been there
All it's been is uncomfortable relatives
Pyramid scheme sellers
and some overheated mormons
but now...
Things will be mostly the same,
but hopefully I can add 'hungry Jew' to that list.

mood: full panic mode
listening: NPR
thinking: everything all at once