Sleep to dream


I lived today like I was asleep
davened. ate. learned.
but never really felt really here
I wonder why some days feel like that
people say it's just because I don't sleep enough
but I wonder if one day I'll wake up
and never really have been here
learn. eat daven.
and wake up, living somewhere else

i miss having my own apartment
not because I love paying rent
I just wish I could be
completely alone
or completely at home
again

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